Saturday, March 22, 2014

Inspired by a small loss.....

We actually get attached to so many things in life that when we lose them suddenly or gradually.... it pains.... really....
Small children get attached to their cute little toys. Their life is surrounded by those flying helicopters, cars and Barbie dolls.
Some day when these toys break or get stolen or are lost. you know what those small kids condition is like!
Crying...... Weeping..... Banging on floors......
It shows how much they cared for them.
Days pass and gradually some toy comes and takes that place of those lost/stolen ones.
With passing years.. we grow old and mature.
We start taking life practically. We learn to let go so many things.
We don't allow them to affect us but sometimes even after becoming so matured and practical.... some things do make us like the same child which we were once....
The same crying and weeping......
But whats different this time is the solution .....It can't be the same we had when we were small.... With time passing by, these things can not be replaced by something else. Never!!
Because these things are No way toys.......
Really!!!! Attachment. closeness... although being superb entities pay back a lot sometimes.... A LOT!!!!!!!

AMATEUR WRITER

I go far ! really Far! but really can't gt away!
ur absence.. ur silence kills me each nite n day.....
I cry.. I weep...without any reason...
i wait for ur reply... with each passing season....
Ma nites with ur dreams...
 ma days with ur thoughts...
i can't understand why it's lyk dis!
why ma each diary note just ends with dots....
is it love ... i ask!
no answer cums bk...
suddenly a sound cums frm ma cell...
His msg.....ma god.. breaks ma dreamy little shack !
dey say love being true
emotions to be pure....
nd wat m i boasting abt luv...
even ma lyf is nt so sure !!!!
all i m certain abt is
ma strongs feelings for u...
however hard i try i can never spell dese words....
I love u! i luv u... l really do....
love is undefined.... can never be described fully...
bt still nobody s left unaffected by it....
as its designed so beautifully....
dose poems...dose 'shayaris'...
dose luv filled songs...
those roses those gifts...
those kisses for which each lover longs....
being SINGLE makes u happy
lyf seems enjoyin joyful perfect n fit !!
bt nce u fall in luv!!!
i bet...u cant gt away frm it!!!!
So LOVE LIVE n enjoy dis awesome exquisite 'pal'.....
dnt noe!!! really can't predict!
we r present here...
'kahin rahe na hum kal ' !!!!!!

BEAUTY WORTH LIVIN WITH......

This Chennai rain is like an IT job employee.... on nite shift.... Somedays it does overtym too.... How much the boss (we) scolds or uses rubbish slangs for it.... It doesn’t mind .... just keep on doin its job… same as a poor IT employee....
But guess wat! He is no less than anyone in the world..... He has his own tricks of takin full revenge.... Raining so heavily tht our life is made miserable! Wat a super revenge from the boss dude! Gr8 goin….. bt plz plz plz this has been too much now….boss has fully understood and feels sorry abt u..... so kindly forgive me and show some pity on us…. Plz stop raining so heavily dear…..
We l
 I know … I know… I too would be soon placed into an it job.. but nevermind life is to always ”take a chill pill”… wat so ever world perceives abt u… whatever rubbish ur heart keep on tellin abt things....
                                       Ultimately this a hard core fact tht LIFE S SUCH A BEAUTY 
I guess I could be pretty pissed off about wat happens  to me sometimes..... But its hard to stay mad… when there s so much beauty in the world..... Sometimes I feel I m sayin it al at once and its too much..... Ma heart is like a balloon its abt to burst..... And then I remember to relax..... And stop tryin to hold on to it..... And at first throw at me like rain(excludin d Chennai rain;bt obvious) and I cant feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid life.....  You hav no idea wat I m talkin abt.... I m sure.... But dnt worry..... You will someday.

U.... Real ???

You are far... really far... God Knows wen you'll be close...
never gotta experience you ! The real You..!
All I do ... Is Imagine you....
Ma Love Blossomed with it...with supposing u were here...
with thinking of our dreams encounters.. with wishing u were near...
All this sumtyms... Really makes me wonder !
Is ma Luv juj an imagination?
Is ma care juj a supposition ?
Are u really there ? Are You?
All this... i guess.. is 'coz of distances... dose miles.. which however hard i try.. never decrease... !
Are they really inevitable ? Can't they really vanish ?.. Oh god !
Hey... You... An angel disguising as man...
wud u real go bk to tht God's land at d end... Can't u juj stay with me? Can't u ?
I assure u... I'll take care of all ur wishes...
I'll never let u b sad.... I'll ask u frm God himself...
Just allow me to.. Just !
I'll accept u as u r...
Juj accept me as i am....
ma angel...
ma angel...

Neva seek to tell thy luv !

Never seek to tell thy love
Love that never told can be;
For the gentle wind does move
Silently, invisibly.
I told my love, I told my love,
I told him all my heart,
Trembling, cold, in ghastly fears—
Ah, he doth depart.
Soon as he was gone from me
A traveller came by
Silently, invisibly—
O, was no deny.

my heart said, " wait wait dear!
may be he 'll be around."
my mind said, " go on ! grab the chance.
look at wat u found!"

as it always does.....finally
my heart won the game and sang d title song
and here I AM WAITING !
Waiting for sooooooo long... :)

WHEN !!!!!!!!!

Wen tym takes a toll…..  wen u feel where lyf has brought me finally…..
 wen u realize tht u hav changed for  better…. Wen u understand tht u can’t get everythin….
 Wen u accept the truth to a great extent…. Wen bitter facts seem meaningless….
.wen feelings cease to oscillate….. wen emotions becum constant….
 Wen heart says this is really more than enough dear…..
 wen it feels it s really much more than wat u had imagined…..wen hopes behave like strangers….
 Wen dreams r the only medium of communication……wen silence defines u…….
wen laughter plays hide n seek….. wen smile seems a mere curve on ur face……
wen eyes stare to none…. Wen expectin becums a crime….
all tht prevails is Uncertainity …….all thts stays is ambiguity…..
 so......wait....
wait for the tym wen uncertainity wud be secondary...
wait for the moment wen ambiguity will fade away.....
then i ll be me...... then i ll be me....
so juj WAIT.....

A Mortal Masterpiece

He sits before me, an infallible piece.....
His radiance never ends, his spark never cease.....
A masterwork of bone, sinew and skin....
Defyin perfection his virile personality and stubbled chin

His form crafted and carved as a statue of ancient Greece....
His breaths... remind of the silent sea shore breeze....
Lo ! i wud keep him hidden, a secret held upto me...
never let him go... a treasure never let free....

Locked away to appease my most jealous heart...
For it wud cause a mortal cut if ever we were apart......
Ma soul he holds captive, his eyes contained the very key ;)
His voice so majestic....guessin who is he? ya Monsieur thts thee......

 A prisoner to ma selfishness, a fate yet undeserved...
His expert ideology and thoughts to all shud be observed
Bt i cudnt withhold such an angel from the earth....
Not all the gold of all the nations cud match his shine or worth

So... Go ma ornate masterpiece !!!!
Go and share your radiant gleam
Go ma Venus de milo , ma winged Victory !
and light the world with your achromic beam........ <3